Complete Poetry Part 1 - The Dog That I Have Lost and Other Poems

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Complete Poetry Part 1 - The Dog That I Have Lost and Other Poems

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The Dog That I Have Lost

Pluto, Pluto, my faithful friend,

I have left you behind, with no regrets.

As the day turned night my friend,

without a tear shed, I bid you, rest.

 

In daylight I fall and wish for you to be same,

but for all desire I see not you.

Without you life has become lame;

the hollow wound left screams bright hue.

 

Never, not once will you shadow behind.  

To replace thee will be such a callous sin.

You are the dog that I have lost, Pluto,

my faithful, loyal Pluto.


Lunes

If I would be free,

Would you be my winds?

If I were dead,

Would you dare forget me?

If I were persecuted,

Would you defend me?

If I were to rise from the dead like a phoenix,

Would you deny such a warm existence?

If I asked to play fair,

Would you betray me to win?

If I had a passionate desire,

Would you have the nerve to obliterate it?

If I ,with effort, leave earth pacify,

Would you unleash the foulest calamity?

If I ruled the world,

Would selfishly take it away from me?

If I asked why,

Would you answer?

 

Body and Soul

Behind this mask

Only millions of dark

Desires sprout and devour,

Yet one can only suppress the hour.

A hollow sky has risen

Night has become my prison.

Day is gone forever.

Strangely one’s will to live grows stronger.

One begins to feel the will to muster

Ultimate strength and death’s Power

Leaving the soul behind, they grow fouler.

 

 

White Hole

We must all

Have to fall

In darkness

To become brightness

Even if we move forth

Hope ,in the end, leaves

Others too, became lifeless,

Lay down your pride!

Eat the fruit your torment!

 

 Hacksuijim

This desperate demon comes

with brimstone flares

His gaze burns me!

 

Oh false prophet 

These woes now worsen

The pain inside my aching heart!

 

How dare you pretend

To have power of powers?

False, Zeus, pretentious Apollo.

Think we would shy away, no no,

From your unworthy thunderbolts?, Bah!

 

Your kind lacks Zealot’s patience.

This tyrannical gaze

Is your mace.  

 

My vengeful torrents strikes

Thy rocky heart.

Reawaken the blood

That was shed deep inside

 

My fury resides

Within your holocaust’ light

 

The red sun… shines

Beneath the phoenix  

Pitiful cries.

 

 

 

Just Cause They Can’t

Just ‘cause they can’t fight,

Should we deny

Their righteous existence?

 

Just ‘cause they can’t fly,

Should we deny

Their will to rise ?

 

Above the mountains

Is were we render our new

Oblivion

 

Because we can’t

Take their land

Because is theirs

 

Driven by desire

We crave the power

 

But that doesn’t mean we

Have the right

To tell them how to

Live, love or despise

 

This is our fate.

Our dark abyss

In this eternal struggle

To survive

 

We can’t take their land

Just cause they can’t

 


Awakening

After the body corrodes

the soul rest in eternal slumber.

Only to be awaken

once more by the sacrifice.

Alpha has changed…

one does not suffice.

It requires a double penalty! 

Awaken from thy eternal slumber

Release thee! At once.

Arrive and cleanse the land

This is our justice 

The purification is at hand

No more sorrow, nor malice 

The awakening is at hand!

Come Now, awaken, awaken…

Abandon!!

 


Sorrow

Sorrow is a feeling

Of eternal darkness

That sprouts and devours

Leaving behind

A restless slumber

The air has turn fire 

Oh! It feels like

I came to nothing

 


Nobody

Nobody’s home today

So why can’t I stay?

This isn’t my place

I no longer see

My special mate

As long as I am Nobody.

 


Desire

If you want

to die fast

then have

a desire.

What you can’t have

is what makes

You desire.

The more you want it

The more you die

because of it.

The worst ache,

is to have

the desire.

 


I am born Free

In my world,

I have sold

all those melodies

Filled with memories

I hope this song

Heals my broken heart

Let me escape

these binds, these chains,

My will destroyed

By those who own the whip

they dare not feel

My former free will.

 


Doesn’t belong here erase after copy

Tedious as it maybe

It is still just a mystery.

 

Too often, I stand before all

Only to be crushed

Still… we deserve

Some cream and jelly

To quench our foolish fascination

 

Our ancestors have drunk

The chalice of oblivion

It is my veins; your veins are tainted too.

 

It is time, we must participate

In this ancient celebration

Hear the cry of the newborn Phoenix

It ushers in a new mystery

 

 

Olvido<Forgotten>

Listen to the void

It users us in

We silently wait

To undergo deep sleep;

Our begotten

Son, lies forgotten!

This hearth grows heavy…

The Life I led

Has aged me  

And has me broken…

But I have time left

We will learn

This wretched lesson;

The soaring thunder

Tears me asunder.

This heat sears my flesh

Forcing me to remember

Yesterday’s horror

Oblivious is what I seek,

Illusions are the lie I desire.

Blind, blind, blind me 

Heaven has been denied to me,

By your resonating might.

With rage you poison

Our needy flesh.

Tonight bring us closer to death.

 

Castaway numn.1

I always been the unwanted lamb,

Always the faceless attitude

Morning never different than night,

Guns instead of open hands.

 

I remember the one,

Those charming eyes

Always pacified me

She protected me

Shielded me

 

Only kind words rained from her lips,

 

Now I see…that I was blind. 

I never saw through her shield,

Nevertheless she still smiled,

 

But she is gone…

 

Reality’s burning iron has marked me.

How little you taught of me

Was I truly so weak?

 

Time now closest its doors

On those happy sonnets

Of our once blissful world.

 

As I hear the threatening roar

The storm begins to consumes me.

Here I now stand alone,

With no one to hold me.

 

Such is the cruel justice

of “humanity”

Many sinners walk under

Nemesis Banner,

Unaware that they are her prime target.

Justice has died with her.

Justice is dead in me.

 

I cannot stand this living nightmare

War games become routines,

Revenge becomes their light.

 

Everything I stand for denied

As I gaze this nightmare I wonder

Must I submit to their delusional might?

I wonder summit or take flight?

 

Done

Where I go from here?

I dare no think about it.

How to get there?

I am still thinking about it.

 

This bitterness scarred me

As I see you twist me

Into your own fiendish form 

 

This terrible forlorn

Makes me quiver

With a rage I did

Not Know I possessed

 

As I lie now disposed

I begin to wonder

What your twisted mind

Has thought of next!!

 


 

Broken

This face is not my own

Time and Time again

I am awaken

By this forlorn

 

It consumes me

It burns me

 

Why did I break before?

 


Sometimes

Sometimes I pray,

Sometimes I curse;

Sometimes I cry,

Sometimes I pulse.

 

Just tell me why

I am empty with yearning!!

 

There are times I wonder…

Do you still care?

Are you still there?

Do you hunger for me…?

 

This uncertainty I wish to forget.

What do you hope to get?

I have nothing

All you left me is sorrow;

 

Are you satisfied?

OH!! If you where within grip

I would make you regret,

Forgetting me!!

 

I am no longer blind;

I can see threw your betrayal.

 

Sometimes I think.

Sometimes I see.

Sometimes I kill.

Sometimes I seek revenge…

 

 


Proto type 3:Double Pondered Poem:

Degels

This temptation                    we always carried

 Has sown its seeds deep     this same burden

We inherited                        It haunts us, hurts us 

The gift from our fathers    Makes us falter again            

* * * *                          * * * * *

You imagined                     Though hope returns

That peace is eternal           Disaster still looms

Who knows?                       Pain and suffering 

Tomorrow’s horror             might return

Leave us frozen                  with THAT memory

* * *  * * * *                   * * *  * * * *

We are praised                    For our cheating ways

In this jaded world              we hope to see  

 For this gift                        ,a reign of terror,

For all humans,                   Worst than all the others

That came before                 That Erases their mirage

 

With our eyes held high        We gaze one last time

We hope for a new home       Seeking the heavens,

This feeling we Hide             within the twilight

Behind our mask                    Lies untold horrors   

 


Replacements

If something breaks,

We seek forth replacements.

If a child dies;

It survives in our minds,

Why do we always fail

To maintain what precious?

Some of us dare to live, 

With a replacement,

For our lost soul.

 

Some call it

Love.

 

Others call it

Hate.

 

Some call it

Faith.

 

Others call it

Science.

 

We desperately try to avoid

The one true realization,

That there is no replacement,

For the one true “god”.

 

We look for cures

Discarding our faith;

What do we gain

From its denial?

 

We seek it,

We want it,

We lie for it,

We die for it.

 

Yet we dare

To mask our struggle,

With the shame of futility.  

 

We kill to

Live.

 

We kill to

Die.

 

We slay to

Yearn.

 

We slay to

Learn.

 

For all our struggles

We remain Unsatisfied

The lie we mastered

Cannot hope to satisfy

Our thirst for the tomorrow

That was denied

 

The Replacements

we dared forge

Now hides

Our cry of anguish

 

We no longer

Remember what the real

Or what is the Lies.

 

Poem .007

In one day’s work

We drill until fire;

Meanwhile, they lie

With their bellies

Of iron.

 

For them it’s a game,

For us it is pain.

They dare make gains, 

With the sweat 

Of our struggle!!

 

While some people gain;

Hundreds suffers.

 


I don’t know

I don’t know

Were to go

What to do

How to do 

Or were I am

Even welcome

 

All I know

Is the world

Is like a maze

 

But for now

My sense guide

the road toward

My lonely soul

That’s been tainted

 

Ever since

The truth emerged

I doubt my own

Beginning 

For I still don’t know

 


Double pondered: A lad

Long Ago                                 When I used to live

     In the land of promise             I remember hearing…   

 This tainted song                    A sound filled with so much hate

   Came to us                           Far too strong to resist 

  And it filled our egos            with the enmity and distrust               

 With foolish hopes               that I not dared to show 

   * * *  * * *                               * * *  * * *

    My prayed was denied        As I lie beneath my grave 

    Thinking back                     My failures whisper           

  On that old Siren’s song      “A shameful death” 

 Reserved only for me             That turned me to bones,  

 How foolish of me                 I cannot look back  

My lie has become                    The sin I carry

The truth                               No longer matters  

 * * * *  * * *                            * * * *  * * *

As my death draws near          My feet grown swollen   

 Twisted, distorted                     The path toward

My life becomes                      my final resolution

 But a memory                        Cannot spare my dignity   

 This curse…                               Cannot erase my sins

It terrifies me far worse than      the fiend within me

This sorrow that grips me        Slowly consumes me

 

 The wheel is turning                 these terrible goodbyes

Into a something wore               Inside my aching heart 

 Ill fortunes imprisons me           I cannot escape them

Like a hungry fury                     They cornered me again

 The pulse quickens                     Resurrecting my woes  

Screaming “vengeance”             Death will not let me forget

 

F.F.B.

I still remember

About that time, 

When that true man 

Once pulse inside.

 

Take a saber

Turn of time,

When the blades

Was swung

For the first time.

 

Trying

To learn how reach

For the morning star;

Seeking the flame 

Burning within

Our hungry eyes.

 

Behind his innocence

Lied the crimson

Might of a hero,

 

It all started

With a bitter sweet

July’s joke,

That soon laid

Waste to the gates,

Unlocking the fire

Of the heart.

 

The cherished melodies

Unfolded her memories

Of life’s symphonies.

 

This simple tale

Of Lover’s Joys,

Ended in this harsh

Unforgiving tragedy. 

 


Spiritualist

I once spoke                    With terrible honesty

About this weaknesses,    I wrote 1000 pages

That shamed me               Consumed by sorrow  

*  *                                   *  *

Their dying breath,            within my soul

 Echoes softly,                   A fragile light

 Leaves a terrible mark     burning so strong

With the stench of death   Killed my might

*  *  *  *                            *  *  *  *                                 

Let us burry them           In the marble hill   

 I cannot stand                This same requiem 

This terrible silence        will not let me forget

 Chills my bones             How unlucky I am

For holding them dear    To be born living while dying

 


World’s Clandestine

As a  resemblance

Of the red, red rose;

Foreign secrets replace

Our god’s blue hopes.

 

For now Minerva 

Reigns in both worlds,

Slowly singing

the silent woes

brought by their sword.

 

From these words

Reborn the lies,

Giving more power

To the mighty.

 

This tragedy

Fuels anew

The ancient fire,

This ancient ire, 

 

These Dancing swords

Tilt the Scale anew

Justice has been stripped

Of her blindfold

Oh!! I cannot stand

Her blushing terrifying eyes!!

 


Demoniac and Ill omen

I see these Ill omens               Falling upon this soul

Leading it toward the cross;    With the striking whip

They carved out                      A painful façade, ushering

The open casket,                    A New torment   

 Bearing my name                  fills the air with misery

* * *  * *                               * * *  * *

This cursed form                   Beneath the grave

,Subdue for now,                  it lies asleep hoping,                  

 Desiring a freedom               it has never know

Beyond these rules                The crimson night,

,Filled with vain hopes,         it Bears distinctly      

These chains, reinforced        the soul’s old scars

* * *  * * *                            * * *  * * *

How naïve they are,             His lies have twisted   

 Their namesakes(,) broken    Honor, discarded it;   

They cannot bear                      a brand new terror, 

The Forgotten ire,                 in this grave error,

it Gave us death’s art           beckoning the open grave

* * *  * *                               * * * *   * *

They cannot believe              What lies beneath this soil,

 The change brought by this   Rotten, forgotten,  

Ungodly curse                       Has revealed my pale bones

 


Confi in my bed

I lie confi in my bed

Awaiting time,

Wasting time,

Its slips away…

 

I lie confi in my bed

Wasting away

In a far world,

Were only word

Says who you are.

 

Why do they care? 

If whom you are

Is the truth

That I have muster.

 

I lie confi in my bed

Awaiting his return,

To show us how to turn

Our lives from crime.

 

I cry for the dead

I’ll soon be dead,

In time.

 

I lie confi in my bed

For it is comfort,

The only thing

I can muster

Aside from pain,

 It’s our way

To escape this world.

 

I lie confi in my bed

Waiting For the arrival…

When he arrives

The one true pain

Will Lift the cross

So I can feel again.

 

I lie confi in my bed

Waiting for war,

The art of tyrants

The heartless soul,

Which is worst

Than a demon’s laugh.

 

I can still see…

I can still breathe!!

Beyond this barricades,

Isn’t strange?

This paradox.

 

Just for now

Let me fly,

From this sea

I won’t die..!

 

I lie confi in my bed

Releasing one true hate

From my world today;

 

I lie…

Confi in my bed

Of feathers,

 I long for

The one true hope,

The Meaning of fate,

 

I now know, that

Our feeble will

no longer 

Matters at all.

 

For it won’t matter,

For the world…

If I am alive

Or dead!

 

And For this reason,

I lie confi in my bed.


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