My Poetry Part 8- Fragments, With a Capital F, Bitter Bullet and More
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Fragment
The sky is so blue,
And I can hear
The waves roar.
Beyond the gentle breeze,
I can smell
The coming storm.
How could this day
Turn so dark and gray?
It seems only yesterday
That my laugh was loud and gay.
With a Capital F
My advice always
Seems to fall on deaf ears.
Oh! Why do I even bother!
Nay, they rather
I say, yay, yay,
To their foolishness.
But I am no fool…
Fools are they,
With a Capital F!!!
Fragments
1
How foolish …
Getting frustrated
And angry
At something so trivial.
So commonplace.
2
You can never surmise
What lies hidden
Behind these eyes.
3
The hand of Midas
Strangles us,
He turns our dying breath
To gold dust.
4
The dye is weighted
The roulettes have magnets.
$$$
Though it be a mortal sin,
I curse you
From the bottom
Of my heart.
I cast you to hell!
Oh! Preacher of death!
Survival of the fittest
You say? Nay!
Those with riches
Are never the fittest!
They are cursed genes,
Envious and green.
They rot the self
Made by man!
Who are they
But grim reapers?
Birds of prey,
That steal the chick
From both the falcon
And the white lark.
$$
The times we live in,
Are all so dreary.
Never were
Harsher words
Spoken today,
By a mortal man
Who calls himself Christian!
“Let him die…”
The good Samaritan
Has rotten.
Oh! A curse upon
All who look
At wealth as a sign of grace!!
Who convenient for them,
The sin harvesters.
Remember the width
Of the needle!!!
You cannot pass
Through this sacred door.
Nay! You would buy
Your way into heaven,
If you could !!
But alas, the dead
Have their own
Unique currency!!
I have my two gold coins.
Where are yours?
Bitter Bullet
This bullet tastes bitter,
I have become a quitter.
Even in death I remember
My old life’s ember.
With a haggard face,
I take my place.
My back is bent,
My heart broken.
The life I led
Has met its end.
All I see is despair,
I fallen from this stair.
No the abyss
Swallows me into its mist.
I tasted this bitter bullet,
Yet again!!
Rosy Garden
Never knowing the answer,
Failure awaited you.
You fled from the open door,
Opportunity wasted, it’s over!!
Yet again, you must choose.
Opportunity beckons you.
Now it’s time, to step forth.
Do not flee
Into the rosy garden,
From there you
Cannot escape.
Enter the open door,
The future calls you.
Break these chains
With your sword.
Do not enter
Into the rosy garden.
Inside every fountain
Lies a snake.
Inside every bush
A bee’s sting hides.
The open door calls you,
But you do not heed!
Why do you flee
Into the rosy garden?
Are you afraid
Of the rising sun?
Do you flee
From the coming storm?
These glass shields
Will not keep
Away the rain.
Listen to it!
It roars!
Do not flee
Into the rosy garden.
Go through the open door!!
Done
Tired of waiting
For a tomorrow
That never comes.
I feel betrayed,
Distraught, harmed.
Behind this mask
Lies untold horrors.
Perdition is weighing,
Beckoning, calling.
I cannot let it drown me.
I cannot let it harm me.
Despite this naïve resolution,
There comes bad luck’s contribution.
My fate is sealed, set, Done!
Solitude
Another day wasted,
This solitude
Knows no interlude.
It is ever vigilant;
It is ever constant.
This cursed solitude
Is my only food.
Many days, wasted.
Night spent in agony.
Waking up to reality.
Flower of May
Solemn, dull and gray
Goes the flower of may.
Why so solemn, pretty flower?
Is today your final hour?
Only yesterday, you rose
From beneath “his” shadow.
Yet, your gaze remains hollow.
A prisoner of his force,
You still remain,
The freedom you gained
Is but a passing moment.
Tomorrow, the earth beckons.
Each passing second,
Is but an eternal torment.
You quicken your pace.
Yet, you still remain chained.
Behold, that haggard face
Has risen, once again.
The day has turned to night.
Time to relive winter’s fright.
Sleep
Sleep seems so far away.
As I sit here,
Writing pages
That no mortal eyes
Will ever see.
The sun has risen,
It’s all bright, crimson.
Ah! My mind is blank,
Void and empty.
I see my thoughts drift
Slowly…slow…ly.
Sleep never seemed so far away.
As I sit here thinking, sinking.
Half asleep, not fully awake,
This city lives and vibrates.
Full of empty faces.
Tired
I cannot find myself,
I lay here chained in this chair.
Filled with visions of hell.
My life is cold, so unfair.
I fled from their empty faces.
Only to see them reflected
In my own face!!
My, how I have aged…
How I have changed…
My hands, cold as ice.
My face, a marble mask.
RIP Lil Bunny
Sleep tight lil bunny.
For the grim reaper has come, come!!
To take you home,
Flee not lil bunny!!
The faster you run,
The swifter he pursues.
It is time to choose,
Hop away or stop!!
Here you scream,
Dodge his scythe,
The harvest is ripe.
“Come and dream,
Accept my scythe,
You cannot hide!”
Run, lil bunny,
Run, lil bunny,
To your rabbit hole.
Even if you lie,
More than 6 feet under,
Death will tear you asunder.
Run lil bunny!
Run lil bunny!
“You cannot escape me.”
Run, lil bunny!
Run, run!!
“Hide, lil bunny, hide,
The harvest calls,
The seed is ripe.”
Run, don’t look back!!
For death comes,
Run, lil bunny run.
Drag your heels,
Flee into the mountains.
…now death turns to silence.
Torture
I came to watch you bleed.
The echoes of your screams.
Brings me a twisted smile.
It’s been a while
Since I indulged in wickedness.
This saintly existence
Has my back bent, twisted.
Yes sir, please,
Perhaps, maybe,
All this “yay” say
Has consumed me,
With thoughts I dare not whisper.
The sound of your whimper,
Makes me smile.
Suffer, cry, bleed!!
So, that I may live!!
The taste of your blood
In my red lips,
Has my cruelty
All in flamed.
Please survive for another hour.
Let me smell the whip
Rotting in what’s left
Of your decaying flesh.
Breaking the Diet to somewhere or other I forget
Pizza, Cheeseburger, Burger king,
McDonald, Subway.
God, I am starving today,
I could really
Use some French fries.
This diet is killing me.
Veggies, salad, Broccoli…
I am tired of them all.
I could use some meat,
Mankind was not made
To eat this shit.
This diet is killing me.
I want now salvation,
In the form of a Mack and cheese.
If I could drink,
Just one soda…
I am tired of this shit,
I want to eat some meat.
Bring me some fries,
& a hamburger with cheese!
I don’t care, no…no.
Even, if I blow up
Into a fat pig.
I will continue to eat.
This cursed diet
Cannot guarantee me
A life of bliss…
Like the Present
No time like the present,
To drop… drop dead!
Such foolish pretences.
Knows no, no end…
The sinful mask,
We dared to wear,
Has corroded our face.
I cannot take off
This fleshy mask.
There is no time
Like the present,
To drop, drop dead!
This foolish pretence,
Does not seem to end.
The fools that I met,
Wear the same Ivory face.
So frail, so hollow.
The black & white
Keys keep rising & falling.
This tune, this melody.
Knows no living end.
There is no time
Like the present,
To end this song!
Memory
The well of Mnemosyne has dried up.
Beneath its empty bellows
Lies the oblivion I failed to find.
I failed to find
I cannot help, but hope.
Ah, what an empty word.
Hope has no meaning to me.
Each day I see,
A new grain fall…
My hourglass is almost empty.
The tomorrow I failed to find,
Now gazes back and grimaces.
I cannot find solace
In empty routines.
Day in, day out.
The hours become longer.
My spirit again hungers,
For the hope I failed to find.
What was it all for?
My words are meaningless,
I have no one to write to.
As oblivion creeps up my spine,
I begin to wonder;
What was it all for?
My life lies wasted,
A useless tomorrow
And this gripping sorrow
Become my foster father.
As I move on farther,
The shadow of tomorrow
Begins to fade.
I cannot see
The road that I must thread.
Blind, insane and lost.
I wonder in the darkness.
What was it all for?
Alone
I find comfort
Once again.
In these empty pages.
They are for my eyes only.
For I am, oh, so lonely.
Money, cash, loot.
That is all that matters to them.
This material existence
Has left me,
Oh! So sour.
Even in my darkest hours.
I find solace in my solitude.
Fragment
I see them waling
With confidence
To the open mouth.
The pit, the pit.
IT calls!!
“Come, Come”,
it calls!
The Beast Escapes
Deep inside these burning eyes
Lies the beast,
Waiting for the right time.
Whispering, waiting,
Hungering for a tomorrow
She failed to find.
Fuming and raving,
The beast cries out,”
I cannot find
Solace behind
These cold iron bars!!”
It seeks to kill
All the good will.
These golden links
Has her tamed.
Hungry and depraved,
The beast rattles its chains.
Like a serpent
Ready to strike.
I cannot hold the beast at bay anymore…
Soon her head will shine
Outside these bars, these chains.
Blind poems
Tomorrow seems so far away,
For someone with empty sockets.
After being deprived of my true vision,
Now I stumble inside
This valley of shadows.
Where are the empty plains?
The oasis in the desert?
I cannot restrain
This sign of frustration.
Fueled by temptation.
I seek the fragile light of today.
Only to have it escape,
Turned to dust.
Numbers or Why won’t the last grain fall?
3,2,1!!
The wheel is cold, turning.
Loser’s fate
Has changed, it’s gone.
The bitter pill
I was forced to swallow,
Has made me cold, hollow.
Turn, turn, turn,
2,1,1,3,2,4!!
There goes the seconds, the hours.
This foolish embrace
Cannot replace my father!!
Turn, turn, turn,
The wheel must go!
On turning, Go
Go, go, turn!
3,4,1,1,3,4,9!
The minutes are passing,
And my last breath is gone.
These final hours
Are filled with so much horror!
Why won’t the last grain fall!
5,4,7,3,0,1
7,5,5,3,4,7,9!!
The last grain refuses to fall…
I count the minutes, the seconds;
But it will not fall!!
Time is still, Frozen.
3,3,3,3,3,3,3,3,2,2,1,1!!
The same minute,
The same second.
The wheel is stuck!
Why won’t the last grain fall!?
Fragment
I cannot stand myself,
Even my own shadow
Is repugnant to me.
The life I led
Has my heart
Cold, ashen.
Golden Heart
The weight of one’s heart
Is measured in gold.
No other element or fiber.
Just plain, cold gold.
It takes the shape
That binds us.
We cannot escape.
It weights us,
Drowns us.
The road is so cold.
Hard and barren.
As I am weighted down
By your god, Gold.
So few a fiber,
Yet, its heavy, heavy!
I cannot give
Another step,
To the deep.
I must go.
World’s Provider
World’s provider,
World’s denier.
To your tune,
We turn, turn, turn.
Such desires
Burns with ire.
Burn, Burn, Burn.
The cold fume…
This cold tune.
The dance to your honor
Is food for our horror.
This nightmare knows no end…
It won’t end, end, end!!
World’s provider,
You denier,
Of your song,
Of our song.
Pride
Perfection, Damnation,
This is our conversation.
Look at me!!
Recoil from me,
But do not turn from me!
Your self possessing pride
Has blinded you!
So now bend low,
Then you’ll know.
The path that lies before you.
My Lonely Friend
Loneliness is my only friend.
I embrace it,
Caress it, love it.
It’s my friend and lover,
I take him with me
Wherever I go.
Even among strangers,
I feel him beside me…
Slowly, waiting
To have and to hold me.
I cannot stand
Life without him.
Only he keeps
Hypocrisy at bay.
Only when I am with you,
Do I become my true “you”.
Loneliness,
I cannot stand life
Without you.
My lifetime companion,
My friend, my husband,
My all!!