Bayside Miami Beach at Sunset

Written by Teresita Blanco (The Artsy Sister)

Today, I finally got around to making a new word file. Microsoft word tends to malfunction when dealing with long documents. I only ran into this problem when I am doing the grammar check. From time to time it freezes. This is more common in documents that have more than 75,000 words. This never happened with my old computer. As of now, we are seeing a lot of junk from Fox.

There was an issue in France and now we are seeing the news. It is not too often that we bother to see the news. I frankly do not find it enjoyable. I do not feel anymore enlightened. There is also the issue of commercials. Most commercials are super annoying. They get a bit more annoying the closer on gets to Xmas.

People say that you like Xmas if it is tied to happy events. My life has not been the most tolerable, but I kept up good spirits. In part, it helped that I tend not to think about bad things. Not thinking, is different from suppressing. Suppressing is a deliberate act. Not thinking is a passive action. It is all about contemplation.

If you never think about something, it is almost as if it never happened. The brain is rather keen in managing your emotions and whatnot. If you focus on relaxing, and happy thoughts, then the brain will get adapted to that way of thinking. Still, there are some things that cannot be helped.

There are negative memories associated with Xmas. As such, whenever I hear Xmas music I tend to get like super annoyed. This is just about everything I am going to say about it. I am playing with the idea of doing something or other. Despite being Xmas, we are cutting it real tight with the budget.

I think I was going to say something else, but I lost my train of thought. Don’t you just hate it when that happens? It is interesting when I was little, I used to go to the movies a lot. There it goes again. I just getting a bit annoyed around the edges.