Bridge at the Florida Keys
Written by Teresita Blanco (The Artsy Sister)
There is some realities that one must make peace with. There are times when I do not find myself at peace. It is times like this, where it works better to pretend things did not happen. This is all easier said than done. I find it that people are buckets of disappointment, even when I myself disappoint others. Everything is just disappointing, and somewhat infuriating. It is lovely how such a small, insignificant thing can set one off. It all started with the stupid fire alarm. When it is running out of batteries, it makes a super annoying sound. I wish the game Spyro would arrive already. Maybe then, I could bring myself to forget. For now, I am bit sulky like an annoying brat. I just think that things would be different if things would be different. People can be so arbitrarily cruel, specially to inanimate objects.
I suppose as humans, they get to place value on whatever they want. They decide what is real what isn’t. The rest of the douches must conform to such narrow perspective. This is just my long winded way of saying that I lost a little bolt or two. Either that, or I am drawing a blank. There are certain days that just start super annoying. Then there are others that do not. I guessed a bit that today was going to be a bother. I dreamt with school again. It is usually not a good sign when I dream of that place. I wish I could forget I ever went there in the first place. I feel like I wasted a lot of precious years there. I suppose some things cannot be helped. I tend to say that a lot as well. I just wished I had a truckload of money. Maybe then, I would not have to depend on others for anything. Then again, even rich douches depend on their accountants.
It is impossible for humans to be truly independent. They always require another mate to provide a crucial something or other. What I truly so desire, instead of wealth is independence. I am not so foolish to think that having monetary freedom equates independence. Independence can only be obtained by becoming something more than humans. As humans stand, they are flawed, and they require the help of one another, even if they do not want to admit it. I too require some degree of help from time to time, and I also help others as well. I could go into more specific details about what is truly bothering. It is just something so trivial and unimportant. Trivial for people I suppose, and even petty as well. I am very petty girl indeed. It is just the type of person that I am. I devalue the important stuff, and I be all petty about petty things.
Then again, it is society who decided to put a value on stuff and on people. I think people should prioritize what they think is important, and not what the world considers important. Priorities to the wind. As with most things. The bridge has nothing to do with anything. It is simply decoration for my ramblings. I do not know if people will ever get around to reading this, and as things stand, I do not care. Why do things for anything, if it will not translate into something of monetary value? I could say the thing about many foolish little tasks performed by others. There is so many unnecessary behaviors that are more of a liability than an asset. Mainly, I am just bored of being bored. See you later, my chumps.
